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Friday, April 07, 2006

well. again. POSTIN at a super late time.
this is usual and normal.. lols
duno why im updatin almost everyday.
hmm. heard that chuihan mayb our squad com.
they changin.. wad the.
i scared.. though to me she is okay..
and nice.. lalas. but cnnt la. i mon may not be too enthu
so ya lo.. hahas. wadever.
how u noe mayb next time she really our commanders.
we oso cnnt do anything.
fine.. wadever. IM OKAY with anything.

lols. now sore throat got worse.
must be sumthing i eat tonight or evenin..
waa. why like tat? soo sick..
nearly had a fever la. havin a headache today.
wander why im so.. so.. [ how to say?]
nvm. im feelin down.. TUPID.
was highin 4 like three days? from tue..
and it was all the care and concern.
that make me moved on.. to remain happy..
cuz im determined to do so (:
but im wrong le.. AGAIN?!!!!
im like a fool man. always makin wrong choice.
i nv seems to hav learnt from my lessons..
freakin.. why i like tat de? HATE MYSELF.

saw kh today in sch.. lols.
got sports heats.. supportin my classmates.
then see her walk to canteen then go home lo.
havin weird feelins..
duno see her is gud or bad..
wadever.. im not goin to think too much..
not for now.. noooo.
i oso duno why sumtimes i feel like i didnt see her..
mayb becuz the hurts and pain are too much.
wadever.. im a useless freak.
duno why.. but i concluded that..
read jane's blog few mins ago..
she was sad.. cheer up la gurl.. i make u happie ok?
lols. saw her postin abt STEPPIN DOWN!
ya rite.. i forced myself not to think..
it's like april now.. and then may. they are gone.
why like tat? so fast la..
to think we still thought is july..
then hopin to treasure the few months MEMORIES.
and the main thing is.. APRIL 17..
offical last parade. with sec 4s..
gona miss EVERYONE OF U.. all had been gud.
to us. to me.. thanks..
now.. all the SHIT trial parade..
no sec 4s takin us.. wad is this?
to think we still had LAST 2 HAPPINESS LEFT.
im tupid.. like a silly fool..
we wana hear u guys shout command 4 the last time..
and kana scold and punish by u guys..
and hear all ur voices. and rmb CLEARLY every bit of it..
but impossible.. wad hell.. i hate this can?

missin u.. im cryin soon..
over everything.. ya rite.. i cried ystd.
at night.. my ma scold me all the SHIT THING.
wad she noes la.. im oreadi with all this sadness..
i finally cry out. duno is gud or bad thing.
but i thought i will feel relieve..
in the end im more sad.. why like tat?
shit la.. nvm. i wana comforts..
im selfish.. but PLS care for me can? ty very much.

- i love u guys
- i love u
- i love every memory
- i love the happy big family of US