Sunday, March 04, 2007
had some time recently.. so can blog((:
FAC trainin was ystd.
it was pretty tiring.. i almost slpt at kh's hse.
but it was fun.
SHUANG!very long nv do long drills le(X
spent quite alot of time tryin to go through the drills for once
i think i made alot of mistakes XP
paiseh, practise makes perfect!
i will do my best to make it(:
ystd was a bad day too.
cuz of sth tat had happened. or rather someone.
i duno wad to say here, but im not feelin good((:
had a strong feelin tat this is not goin rite.
im SORRY for wadever i had it is.
wad's the point of comparin the two teams of NURSINGS?
we are still a squad.
no matter how many teams there are.
we can always help each other in times of need.
even if the OTHER team win.. i will be happy!
happy for them..
although we lost. i will be disappointed.
sad a little.. but still i noe i had tried my best.
im contented to be able to take part(:
i will do my best, even if it means to xi sheng..
now i finally understand WHY they dun wan two teams..
why start comparin now?
if really this is so bad..
the whole thing is so complicated..
i rather be out of the competition.
i dun wan u all to fight
to hav conflict.
it's all destined izzit?
destined for me to go through all these..
everytime i go through sth. i feel terrible.
i will be always be the one who gets involved.
and fall down.. and be hurted.
each time i fall, i climb.
each time i get hurted, i heal myself..
but now, things not solved. i duno wad to do.
wad's the point of just winnin the FAC?
i mean okay, of cuz i aim to win.
but was winnin really so impt?
is winnin really EVERYTHING?
i really dun understand..
dun understand how ppl thinks.
how the world works. how everything should be.
i FINALLY understands why jane say im very cong dong.
it's not i wan to be.
but im just like tat.. cuz of wadever it is.
at the least. i can find someone to talk to.
but now! i really duno how..
i dun wan to relay on anyone anymore..
and i had no one to relay on too!
i just im too much of a trouble.
dun wana talk abt all this..
buried deep down in my heart
