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Thursday, March 15, 2007

okay.. wad is wrong here?
why must we be trapped here..
and seriously i was damn stuck in between..
BUT im glad at the least i noe wad is goin on*

i was damn shocked tat u guys will be back!
but wadever it is.. THANKS for everything(:
i noe i mayb wronged abt u guys..
or i feel some ways tat i should not hav.
YET.. i just duno wad to do.
sucked there.. all i can was THESE*
i hope u guys wont blame me for anything..

i was pretty weird ystd..
i admit i did feel tat way too..
was it bcuz of u guys?
i seriously duno..
MAYBE PARTLY ba..
i was like damn worried if anything BIG might happen.
and im prepared to say speeches!
but HENG ah.. nth happen..
though it doesnt feels right STILL..
at least it seems better?
i guess i was right. i hope i was..

didnt wana relay on anyone anymore..
the more i tried not to do so..
i feel like im just avoidin them..
why is life so hard?
isnt there anyone else who can share my burden?
or m i just too weak to be able to face the prob myself..
i guess i still cant let go..
i still need someone to talk to..
someone to relay on..
BUT everytime i do so.. i feel bad.
cuz i seems to be addin burdens on top of them.
duno when did i feel so.. but*
it is just there.. wadever it is..
PLS! u guys dun hide anything from me okay?

*actually wanted to re-posted the notes left for everyone..
BUT it was all lost. MY LONG ESSAYS!
fucking hell.. all i wana say out for so long..
spent HOURS on it..
i feel like cryin.. i didnt slp..
then i get this.. BLOODY LA! i dun wana talk le..