Thursday, April 26, 2007

okay, i feel like im havin depression SOON.
so damn down now la.. haix.
SIMPLY nth can make me be happy for LONG.
not even the FAC results..
cuz practically tat day.. i was in a pretty bad mood.
due to LOADS of HELL things..
but still was pretty HAPPY!
WE GOT SECOND FOR FAC LA! so happy((:
wana run and jump and scream and spread my joy.
yet sth so simple can spoil my happiness..
if only i wasnt there to witness everything.

i feel like im gettin more emo recently..
feelin a bit depressed recently.. why? i seriously duno. X(
super down la. nth cheers me..
suddenly hav the urge to cry.. AWW!
life is hard.. i feel like im breakin down AGAIN SOON.
why? haix. no one i feel like i can speak to.
no one to listen to my feelings..
and NO ONE to understand me..
mayb i was too stressed out? but i feel nth.
haix. eyes are gettin red. super pain..
guess i wear TOO long for my contact lens. :P
missin all my HAPPY MEMORIES in my mind.
haix. this is wad i call a depression.
if ever the sch councillor is to ask me to see her..
i wont mind.. though i dun like TAT COUNCILLOR!
still at least someone to speak to..
i cant be always relyin on others rite?
everyone is busy ard this period..
rest well and STUDY HARD((:
jia yous ppl. i gona miss u guys..
cuz u nv noe when i will make myself go missin again!
hahas. nah! i might just fall sick..
i makin myself feel so bad..

depression struck me near the exams period.
always the same way.. i need someone to be by my side.
why arent there any?
i got nth to talk abt le..
let me hav some peace. some rest.
HOPEFULLY i can get pretty postitive then.
cheer me up! i feel like im freezin into the ice. X(

*makemefeellikecryin. why arent there anyone there for me?
no one to speak to.. no one to care for me.
i feel like cryin.. tryin not to rely on anyone..
YET all the things pile up inside of me..
makin me feels so so bad.. soo painful inside.
struggling hard. how long can i hold on to?
i need someone to set my mind free!*