Friday, March 14, 2008

wow! i changed my blogskins finally.
i spent quite some time typin all the profiles stuffs.
so do enjoy((:

ystd had a SUPER LONG parade.
blah. i was so hungry but there's was totally no lunch.
my god, why is it like this?
had footdrill with jingshi.
we took the COMBINED squad of 40/07 and 39/06.
they tell me they are tired =.="
but im more tired then ever.
this hols feel so not like one. im gettin stressed up.
gave them break and their drills like duno wad.
AH MY GOD AH! i almost scolded them,
but i tired to be nice and funny(:
almost lost track of the time,
but heng we saw 41/08 came running back to the canteen!
we proceed on to first aid lessons.
they shout like SO LOUD!
as if they were dead happy tat footdrill is over.
waa my gosh! heng im nv their squad coms.

first aid lesson was a little solemn.
they were so not responsive that we started playing.
BLOW-WIND-BLOW!
hahas. and then we liven up a little.
when i start to teach they all yawn again.
oh well they all slpt late.
but not as worst as me rite?
then again i always do that so im strong liao.
too prepared to slp less and feel tired during parade.
then lion and me keep scolding each other.
they started laughing and i guess they are really learning their stuffs so slow:(
i feel like givin up on teaching them BANDAGE le.
ran out of time and let them go first.
me and lion stayed to arrange the tables.
we walked back to the room and there's NO KEY.
im oreadi tired but wad can i do?
then went to find zhaoan for the key.
i was so pissed then cuz im really dead.

changed and tried to go up fast.
me and lion PIA through the 5sets of 10 for PT.
it was really so tiring.
i almost dead while doin the 3rd or 4th set pumping.
it was so MY GOD!
we are getting weaker:(
then went for three laps of run run the classroom block.
41/08 peeps reject to run.
ah im so angry. boiling with fume now.
i screamed and shouted.
wad kind of attitude they giving.
even those running.
ask them shout timing as if wan them die.
u call this wad?
SLACK PT?
nth is good. everything they shout it was as if no one opened their mouths.
with 2 squads and 5 39/06 peeps.
cant they echo the sky garden?
it's a pretty enclosed place. BLOODY!

was supposed to have games at first.
but it rain.
had cheers instead and they were so not enthu.
i gave up.
it was as if we were rottin only.
oh i can see how hard the camp is going to be.
especially the sing-along session and campfire.
then decided to play BLOW-WIND-BLOW instead.
they all give me the sianx look
but ended up they enjoyed.
im so glad(: finally it's over.
went down with lion to change back to full uni.
OH IT'S dead disgusting!
we sweat like damn loads and we changed back.
eww! i hope we didnt even changed in the first place.

finished up the parade and we went to talk to nicholas liu((:
regarding the camp he is alright.
just hope to have enuff buffer time.
then he started high-in and we talked abt random stuffs.
OH! we went to the staff lounge.
first time eh? so scary..
then he said abt our squad.
oh. we are not weak when we took over,
it's just all those inter conflict.
and mayb cuz we started thinkin we are weak,
then we lost the battle oreadi.
we shldnt even be thinkin how we hated SJ sometimes.
but well, i really do previously.
FOR NOW,AS FAR AS POSSIBLE,
i hope i can be happy that im here with my blackies.
and i must be thinkin we are strong.
as a squad that used to be cuz we HIONG!
like wad sir says. we USED to be.
so we have to changed back to WE ARE!
then again WEIYE SIR SCAM US!
we ran up to find jane and she was quietly standing there.

they didnt discuss the theme at all.
utter disappointment.
all thinkin of their next programme.
wad was this all abt?
only me and sp bein anxious abt the camp.
wad's wrong now?
then sir said sth abt the debrief.
oh im so sorry for it to happen.
CHEER UP OKAY? dun be so sad darling.
i will help u out((:
then jane talked to me abt the cpbs things.
oh. there comes another thing to do.
was almost dead of hunger.
then played with mj and lion while they discuss.
OH GOSH! they going ard sing for expedition.
how much time huh?
3.5hours nia. how make it possible?
i duno. IT's up to the planner!

went to ps with jane and mj.
sir gave us a free ride to dover.
hahas. mj left her phone at sir's car.
FUNNY LA! she's so funny.
then sir came back to return the phone.
HE 'WALAU-ED' 3 times.
i laughed when jane said it. lol.
was dead tired when we reached.
the only thing on my mind was FOOD!
im really hungry. brain dead okay?
summore i had so much running and shouting.
im oreadi dead from everything.
then we went to the COOL art store with mj.
she bought stuffs for glad's bdae.
and i guess she buys many many more la.

went to walk ard and we are all tired.
sat at mac to eat ice-cream when i dun really feel like.
finally we went home and i was dead in the train.
cuz me and jane fall aslp.
hahas. HER SHOULDER is so nice.
THANKS ANYWAY((:
im really so tired by the time i reached home.
watch tv and did some writing.
then i fall aslp while hiding under my blanket.
hahas. and i slpt till this morning's 11plus 12.
how pig eh? LOL.
i really dislike ystd's parade cuz im hungry and tired.
ANYWAY THANKS JANE and HER DAD,
for fetching me to sch ystd.
wow! was almost late la.
heng. i ran to changed to full uni and cut my nails(:
i was on time. hahas!
cy just asked me to fall in.
OH i wasnt late in the end((:

wanted to go watch movie with elyas de.
but nv, there's still chance(:
sorry eh? make u wait and hahas.
thanks for cheering me up anyway.
i cant tell u really for it's a personal reason,
but thanks for being understanding((:


`was dead tired ystd. i feel like we are now really strangers, i dun wan to talk abt it anymore. we didnt even speak a word ystd. oh well, i really shall ignore the fact. cuz it was me at the first place that make things happen this way. im so depressed when they start to talk abt it. i pretended to be happy and nth happened. yeah i shld not let things affect my mood. i cant let u affect me again. i wan things to happen the way nature take it's own course. when i hear something so not good, i hope i nv met u sometimes. mayb we shld not even be seniors or juniors rite? i tried everything i could to forget u but nth helps. wad more can i do? i really duno.with me stepping down, i hope i can concentrate on my studies(: thought of the past whenever im free ystd, we are we. changing again and again. wad was all those and wad were all these. i cant even link them together using the simplest crap i could possibly come abt. saw this phase today and found it so suitable for us. it's weird how u go from being strangers to being friends to being more then friends to being practically strangers again.. and it all happens so fast. it so best describe us. i cant possibly think of anything else. everything will be okay when it ends. when it's not okay, it's still not the end yet. rite, im still not okay. it's not ending.how hard. i hope they have nv talk abt u. rmb this from my blog? i wake up in a sea of flame, with nothing to say, no life in my name. my soul feels empty, bound to this hell. i cannot control this lonely shell. ( i wake up in a bed of roses, with thoughts of joy, and sultry poses. my heart is free, i love to live. this feeling inside me had much more to give. ) i hope that's wad happen by the end. i wanted to put some emo blogskin but i cant cuz i dun wan others to noe how i feel. i hope i can cheer up whenever i came to read my blog. and feel better when i post all this. nth more abt u, my old life ended.