Wednesday, September 02, 2009

我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择











still a bit emo today.
i hope i hav sch today. seriously.
cuz like tat i wont be thinkin of rubbish.
and wad is impt is i jus dun wan to have bio tutorials.
give me any lessons.
boring or not.
better then havin bio.
seriously.
i noe im v v v evil.
but im really sorry. i cant accept fact.

wrote teachers day cards to all my jc and sec teachers.
mr hiap's with me.
i was too lazy to go to the pe department to pass him :/
the v long one was with mr wong.
*of cuz*
told him quite alot of things.
did felt better.
but i duno whether he will be shock to see wad i wrote.
seriously speakin,
i wanted to find a chance to speak to him.
or any other teachers tat i can speak to..
i noe the reason for him leavin.
i noe everything rite from the start.
but im not able to accept the fact.
after weeks..
mayb words tat come up from a teacher is more convincin.
even if it might be the same thing.
rite?

now i duno whether im hopin he will keep quiet abt wad i said.
or hope that he will come and speak to me.
or ...
i really duno.
everyday seems to be a bad day.
a torture? maybe.

oh well. actually to think of it.
i wasnt sure if i shld hav told him everything.
but it seems rite.
at least from the point of time i wrote it and placed it in his pigeon hole.
mayb i wasnt really like a student rite from the start.
i treat all my teachers as frens.
as adults i can speak to.
mayb. that's why i can write down those thought so easily.
WHATEVER IT IS.
i jus hope i can really concentrate well for promos.
really. i dun wan to diappoint anyone.
not when the hod said THEY DUN FORESEE ME RETAINING.
not when the hod said I AM NOT UP TO EXPECTATIONS.
not when the hod said I HAVE THE POTENTIAL.













guys. im well.
jus a bit emo.
really a bit emo.
cuz i lost my fav teacher...